Ruaimermer

Location: Satay House at Rubber Road.

If you want a big shout out about this event, maybe I suggest you to read Reen's blog as she knows more about it (if she updates about it). I just attended the event because it's for church and for my mother. Actually, I refused to go at first but when I had a thought that I refused a lot, so I said yes. And, I brought over my boyfriend and I wouldn't feel the boredom so much. Well, dinner thing is really not my thing actually.

Meals, erm... I think Fried Rice tasted better. Others, I must say, no. My stomach so filled up with orange juice. Mabuk juice. LOL! Things were going well as I saw and people seemed impressed with the event. So sad I didn't win any lucky draw. I guess number 8 wasn't the best number on the night.

When we returned, I couldn't stop myself to look at my boyfriend. Millions of thoughts swirling in my brain saying how am I appreciate he was with me tonight. If mom and dad weren't there, I guess I hugged him in the first place and kissed him, I think. Dad drove really slow because raining but I really in hurry needed to pee. However, when I saw my boyfriend's face thinking later on wouldn't see him as he went back to his house, I wished dad drove slower. LOL! Too loving, isn't it? So kind of obsessive type of person. And, I admit I do.

At home, I ate two tablets of Paracetamol. I got headache.


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Yay! Let's review this movie (according to Mermer Kerr).

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Let me compose about this, okay? Recently, some friends asked me --- I'm using Celcom or DiGi? Okay, I'm using both because there's reason for it.

For Celcom
Nobody can reach me, even my friends except for families and relatives. Why? I've blocked all numbers except for my families and relatives because my Celcom will on for 24-hour, I hate early morning interruptions and especially on my sleep, do not ever think to call me at that time except for emergency cases. So, I declared my Celcom number is only for families and relatives. Even if you tried to contact my Celcom, it's worthless. Though there's a ringing and your messages delivered but I will never received any. Don't waste your money on to contact me on Celcom.

For DiGi
You, my friends can only reach me through my DiGi. If you have something to tell me, just go for my DiGi. No worries, I will reply you, I will answer you because I received your calls and your messages. However, I silent my DiGi if midnight approaches because like I said, I hate interruptions in the early morning, especially when I slept.

I'm afraid Maxis will come up but if I have another phone but I can't promise myself I will never going to use Maxis. If you want to save your phone's credits, just reach me on Facebook or Twitter or Yahoo Messenger. We are in modern days, I guess, you don't have problems in that, right?

Sorry for the inconvenience.


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Yesterday (Thursday, 18 Dec) me and my boyfriend went for a movie at MBO cinemas, the Spring (it's the nearest cinemas in town from our homes. Will never to Kuching town again to watch movies). We watched in 3D, of course because non-3D was getting full hall. Apparently, on that day, Avatar was on premiere in Malaysia. I was amazed because this year, I watched two movie premieres! I never expected Avatar released date was on Dec 17. What a coincidence was that, right?

I'd seen an entrance for "Membership Only" and I asked myself. Should I apply one? Then, rethought again, probably not because once new semester started, there is low possibility for me to go on watch movies. So, me and my boyfriend went for queue. Some people who didn't have manners just go for overtook the long queue. I think, some people did deliver their curses to these fellas anyway but we didn't care as long as we did queue.

We watched the movie at hall 5 for 2 hours and a half (I think). My butt got stitched because sat for so long. I didn't finish off my popcorn and that was sad because I got sore throat. Should listen to my boyfriend to buy just a small popcorn but I'm afraid it wouldn't enough so I chose a medium popcorn. Luckily we didn't ask for a large popcorn. Movie was great because it's 90% animations and plus with 3D, so everything was perfect.

I hate a person who sat at my back because he kept hitting my seat. I guessed he lounged his leg behind my seat. I nearly shouted 'Hey' to him but I just kept it inside my heart. Got me uncomfortable to watch a movie. Same thing happened when I watched New Moon. Two girls, sat next to me, they both were giggling! Especially at Edward and Jacob parts. They ever sang Possibility at Bella's part. Again, I was nearly to shout them both to shut up but kept it inside my heart. What a pain. Definitely spoiled my mood watching the movie.



After done watch Avatar, we both headed to have meals at Sugarbun. Save money, bah. The meal was pleasant. I really loved it. It's cheap, anyway. I don't care. As long as it eatable and nice, I did totally satisfy. Then, we drove back to home. Unfortunately at night, I got fever. Then, mom got sick. Hopefully dad's fine. Things worst when I realized I've short money at this time, so I can't pay fees on time. Therefore, I will get fine and my precious RM 50 will flying. I really hate people in BPPs in my university now.


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Hi there!

One of my friends did quote about life. He said, "Life's already hard, do not make it harder." Yes, what he said was exactly true. I am happened to be a mysterious girl. Everything about me, I wish to keep it seals shut. Sometimes, there's something I can kept silently and there's something I cannot hold.

I hate comparisons about anything in my life with others. Never ever do that even you want to say how beautiful I am compare to others. It's not offended the person. It's offended me. I don't like it and I hate it. We, human have our own life and future. Compete does exist in this world but comparison should never to apply. The worst is when your life is to compare with others on the different field. Can you compare a person who hold something harder with a person who hold something lighter? In the end, the lighter holder wins and you said, the lighter holder is great. That kind of comparison is a piece of shit because it consists of unfairness.

Wake up! It's your own life for you to look for, not looking for others. Stop being busy body because you don't know anything.

Tiny Thought.
My pointer is a personal if I didn't tell you about it.

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Hi there!

I just went by viewing my Gallery. I am so sad about it. Pretty sad! I have abandoned it for ages. What has happened to my gallery? (So melodramatic.) I don't know what I want to put into my gallery. That is a pathetic revelation. This year, I am 20. Next year, I am 21. To spice up my life before 21, I must do something extremely extraordinary. But how? Can have some friends to make it succeeds? And family, too?

What are the plans I am talking about? I wish I can tell you but I really haven't had any clue here. I wish come up with something that really adventurous. I am now thinking about jungle tracking at Camp Permai. How about bungee jumping? Kill my phobia about heights! Good idea, I think. But, where's the cash? Oh! This plan must to on go, I want to visit Borneo Heights. I already visited Kinabalu Mount. Why should I left alone Borneo Heights? Before May, I must doing something extremely extravagant. Oh, this is thrill! Hopefully it happens!

Tiny Thoughts.
I want to get 3.0 above for next semester. Is that possible?

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Hi there!

I don't get how people simply fall out into sleep though they have enormous rage inside them. Today is absolute disaster! I must tell mom first thing in the morning I don't want to go out anywhere for my own safety. I have this kind of instinct. If bad things happened to me, it is a wise thing to think I should shut myself in my room. I must stay away from any objects that could harm me.

Double disaster just happened when my sissy dog barked in the middle of the night. She really into something, isn't she? Oh, I wish I have something to punch to release the anger instead of crying. I don't want to cry because crying is a stupid thing to do.

So, I decided to not sleep at all. I am just happy to torture myself with sleep deprivation. I am not to catch any attention here. You might as well get off your butt if you hated to read this. Mind you. This is my medium to put out of all things in my heart so my short life won't get shorter because of stress!

There is one thing I really wish hoping to stop doing it and repeating it. Which is --- I DON'T WANT TO HOPE FOR SOMETHING THAT I KNOW TO NOT GOING TO BE TRUE! Sad because I will do it again. Oops... I did it again by Britney Spears.

And, by reading one of my favourite blogs of my friends, my heart get soft. For that, thank you dear Lord. She said something about "God has His own reason for things to happen..." What a marvelous quote. A very inspirational quote for me. Amen. At last, I came to my own rational thought and that is a relief. Hallelujah! Christmas day is just around the corner and happy mood should conquer everything!

Hubby my baby, no matter what you say, you hate me or you love me, I will be just bricks of wall to ignore you because I am too loving you. (Those who read this one, happy to puke if you feel your stomach grumbles! Like I care.)

Tiny Thought.
I want to play games. That's all I wanted to do now.

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